...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Friday, December 12, 2003.


08:18 PM.
Mood ecstatic.
Music Glay - Way of Difference.
Wow. I have this really strange feeling right now. It's a strange, heart-clenching, exhilerating feeling. I feel like dancing--or even better, flying, if I could. There is a small hint of anger, irritation, and disgust in me as well (which is normal anyway XD), but for the most part I feel....indescribably happy. I mean...I would be able to describe it, but I don't want to put it too frankly in here. :3

Wheee, now I'm in a state of catatonic stupor. (Not really, I was just having fun with a Psychology word. o.O)

But back to reality, I apologize for not updating or commenting at all in more than a month. T_T I'm sooooo bad.

Oh yeah, if any of you want to talk to me, my new AIM screen name is kowareta ningyou, but please comment here if you wish to be added because I might not have you already and you can't contact me if I don't have you on my list. ^^;

Bleh. I don't have anything to write about. Damn writer's block. >>;

OH! I know. ^^

Lately I'm becoming addicted to reading. It's so fun. :3 But only if I'm reading a book that actually motivates me to read it. :\ On Thanksgiving or so I got The Last Unicorn book from my dad (he sent it to me) and I read that. After I finished it, I read a book that my mom gave me called When the Wind Blows by James Patterson. It was really good. :D I finished that, and then I read Frankenstein (which is a book that I need to read for English Honors next semester). It frustrated me that I read it for two hours one night and only read 40 pages. :\ Especially when I read When the Wind Blows for two hours the night before and read 200 pages! How ironic, ne? Anyway, I finished that a few days ago. I couldn't decide what to start on after that. I was thinking about starting Monster by Jonathan Kellerman (because it's another one of my mom's books), but then I decided not to since it sounded like a book that would keep me up too late if I were to read it since I read a lot of my books at night before I go to bed (especially on the weekends) and it would probably scare me. :\ Then I was thinking about reading The Eye of the World from the Wheel of Time series because I'd heard that the series was good and my mom had it on her bookshelf, but I decided not to since it was over 800 pages and I decided that I would get bored of it after a while.

And then one day I was drawing a picture of one of the characters from When the Wind Blows, and I showed it to my mom and she suggested that I e-mail the author a copy. Sooo that afternoon I was looking for James Patterson's e-mail address on his official website, but instead I only found a mailing address. And then I looked around on the site and noticed that When the Wind Blows had a sequel called The Lake House. And then I was going to write down the title so I could get it sometime, but then I looked over to my mom's shelf, and she already had it, a brand-new hardback. So that's what I'm reading now. Cool, huh? :P

Okay, I'm done rambling. o.o; Bye bye friends and other readers. :3
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