Sorry I haven't been updating lately...I haven't been in the mood to. But right now I feel like it.
I started downloading some music earlier today, and I just remembered why I don't download music on SoulSeek (or anything really because SoulSeek is the best for me) anymore. It's because people on there will PM me or something and say that they'll ban me from downloading from them if I don't share, and I don't like communicating with people in places like that. -.- But back to the not sharing thing. I have a reason for not sharing. I have a 56k connection. I don't sit here and do nothing on the internet while waiting for the fucking song to download. I think that the sharing should be for users who have good connections. :\ I mean, I'm not saying it's really right of me not to share what I have to the rest of the world on SoulSeek, but I don't want to turn my free time into a time of frustration because of a bad connection due to people downloading off of me while I'm trying to download a song. -.-;
In other news....:\ I feel stressed out. It's not really something extremely bad for me, but it's more stress than what I'm used to handling. ._.; I mean, the only reason it's so overwhelming is because I haven't been under a lot of stress in a long time. I'm lashing out at everyone, I'm worrying too much about myself and not feeling helpful toward other people, I'm feeling more lazy than usual, and I think I'm generally falling into a state of depression. :\ But this time of year is never good for me anyway. It's no big deal. Oh well. :\ I'll be okay. |
