...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Tuesday, October 21, 2003.


Hi. 05:33 PM.
Mood content.
Music Dir en Grey - Obscure.
Yeah, I haven't been updating lately....sorry. I've been trying to comment whenever I feel like it...but...I've been sorta neglecting to do so....sorry about that too.

Anyway. I'm not in a great mood right now. I mean, I'm not in a bad mood, it's just that I'm not in a super-happy-Meggyliciously-great mood. :3

And I'm getting sick of that couple that sits across from my seat on the bus. Damnit. I sat there first. Do they honestly have to ruin my whole bus rides all cuddling and shit? >>; Stupid freshmen. [end rant] Actually, I don't mind either of them. They're both okay, it's just that I don't like the way they act in public. I don't know. Maybe I'm just jealous cuz I'm not gettin' any. Bleh. XD

Speaking of not getting any. It seems like everyday it gets harder for me to go on with my everyday life. Lack of sleep, stress from school, missing Billy, stupid people who piss me off, and a general loneliness when I'm around people sorta makes me wish that it were all over with. -.-; I wanted to skip today...but I didn't. Because I had a test in Psychology. But...what's kinda funny is that I'd rather miss a test day in Psychology than a day of notes. Because on a day of notes I could take my notes and then take the test in class because we don't usually do anything important after we take notes. However, if I missed a whole day of notes I would have to get the notes from the day I missed, and do them in class the next day along with the notes. Tests are just easier to do, in my opinion. Especially since they are open-notes in Psychology. But I think that that's not really a good way to teach...because that way we don't have to actually LEARN the material, we just have to write it down and use it when the test comes...Not that I'm really complaining, because that makes it easier for me....but you know. XD

Anyway...I think that's all that I really want to write about. Oh yeah! I drew a kickass picture in art class today. It's a colored pencil drawing of a mermaid, and I went all out with it, I even added a pretty background to it. And when Meggy adds backgrounds to a colored pencil drawing, you KNOW she's spending some serious time on that picture. XD Hehe.

I love Dir en Grey.
[dream of me?]