...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Sunday, August 31, 2003.


I love you so, how much you'll never know... 03:58 PM.
Mood crushed.
Music Utada Hikaru - Sukiyaki.
I'm thinking about not talking to anybody anymore. It would keep me from being able to verbally abuse people. And if I can't hurt people, then everybody will be happier.
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

07:01 PM.
Mood calm.
Music t.A.T.u. - Nas Ne Dogniat.
I'm a teenager with raging mood swings and an inability to cope with life. I guess that's how I could describe myself right now.

Anyway, I apologize for that last entry I wrote, I was overacting and really upset. I need to pull myself together and drag that confidence back. It's really sad when I start caring about the things people I don't even know say or think about me. ._. I need to get my act together though. I have been acting very poorly lately, but I don't want to get into it.

Anyway, I'm done updating for now. I reeeeeeeeeeeallly don't feel like it right now. x_x; Damnit...why isn't Gaia working? :(
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]