...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Thursday, August 28, 2003.


07:11 AM.
Mood amused.
Music SES - Like A Shooting Star.
HAPPY J-ROCKING BIRTHDAY BILLY!!!~ I LOVE YOUUUU!!!!~~~
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY GINA!!!!!~~ I LOVE YOU TOOO!!!!!

Well, speaking of birthdays. o.o; Mine is next Thursday. But it's strange how so many people have birthdays near mine. My cousin Olivia and so_plush's birthdays were on the 21st, Billy and my friend Gina's birthdays are today, chalz's birthday is next Wednesday, my birthday is next Thursday, there's a girl in my art class whose birthday is next Friday, I had a friend in California whose birthday is the 7th, my dad's birthday is the 9th (but the day itself is bad to me. x_x), I think I knew somebody who had the 10th...but I'm not positive. Somebody else had the 11th but I don't talk to him anymore. :P My grandfather's is like the 28th or something and so is a friend's, but I haven't talked to her in forever. My sister Yvie's birthday is the 20th. :D And SOMEBODY's birthday is the 21st and I know this because they told me the other day. o.o But I can't even remember who...bah. I'm awful. XD I used to have such a great memory. >> Oh well.

I'm in a good mood. :D
[dream of me?]

10:08 PM.
Mood lonely.
Music Judy and Mary - Sobakasu.
After this entry I will have exactly 401 entries. Woo-hoo. Lol. Anyway. *goes to upload a tablet picture* I drew a picture of Billy for his birthday. o.o It's semi-nice, but he looks better in real life. >>

picture )

Anyway. o.o I'm bored. I should be studying, but I'm not. Hahaha. >> Why not? Because Psychology is fucking easy. And we get an open-notes test tomorrow. The end. :P

Oh yeah. About today. I had to go to the dentist. :\ It wasn't so bad. They said that my gums are swollen though. Because I don't floss or some shit like that and they bleed when I brush my teeth. x_X I need to start doing that. Starting tomorrow. o.o;

Tomorrow I have to get "the shot." Because I got my period Monday. x_X I'm worried. I need to write myself a note so I'll remember, but I think I did write a note in my student planner/handbook thingy. So that will be okay. I'm really worried though because it's a needle. And needles scare me. Badly. Even if they don't hurt. But I've heard that this one leaves a bad bruise and I've also heard that it hurts even after I get it. And I'm also worried about the side effects. Some of them are mood swings, depression, and weight gain. I'm not worried about the others. But I already get mood swings a little bit, so I don't think I'll worry too much about that. I'm mainly concerned about the weight gain. I'm happy with my weight. >> I don't really mind though, because I've heard that some people don't gain weight, and it's not like a little weight could HURT me really, I'm just afraid that I'll get chubby or something and then I'll get pissed because right now I think my weight is perfect for me and I won't want it to change or anything. XD Oh well.

I'm going to go back to talking to my Billy on the phone now. Bye bye.
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]