...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Monday, August 25, 2003.


04:32 AM.
Mood sore.
Owwwwwww the paaaaaainn....
At about 4 AM (estimated) this morning, I started my period. You know how I could tell? Not because I magically started leaking blood everywhere while I was sleeping, but because this huge cramp of PAIN so rudely wakes me up in the middle of the night. ^_^
So anyway...that's why I'm up right now. I can't sleep. Even though I want to. Badly. I think I'm going to take one of those cramp pills my mom has though and eat something before I go back to sleep.

For some reason a few minutes ago when I was trying to sleep, I thought of an airport...made me remember stuff...depressing...and good god, it's only almost been a month. x_x

I'm going to go get something to eat so I can take that stupid cramp pill. >< I have the worst cramps of the year. >>
[dream of me?]

07:11 AM.
Mood determined.
Music Dir en Grey - Ain't Afraid to Die (Frosted Ambience Remix).
Wheee no cramps. But I still have yet to finish my layout. ^^;

This morning I'm wearing my puffy blue pants from Style Setter and a white sleeveless top that says "Rock Star" and screams Art II on it. o.o; Well, okay, it doesn't "scream" Art II, but it has a blue paint spot I got on it in Art II that never washed out of it. >> Not that I care or anything. But I think I'm gonna put a J in front of the Rock Star in Studio Art I today. o.o; Not by paint, but I'm gonna get some masking tape and put a J on it and then stick it on my shirt. Buwahahaha. I'm also wearing my green sweater that makes me look older than I really am. o.o What a combination. I'm a mature young ghetto rock star today. XD Haha. >> Not really, I was just trying to be silly.

Anyway. Now about that layout. >>
[dream of me?]

04:25 PM.
Mood accomplished.
Music Psycho le Cemu - Demonology.
New layout. I just finished it. Isn't it sexy? XDDD I'm still testing it out and stuffs. So..yeah.
[dream of me?]

04:39 PM.
Mood amused.
Music Dir en Grey - Karasu.
I'm sick of my mood icons...
So I'm gonna kick them off my journal. XD Sometime I want to see if Blurty people will let me make my own for private use...After all, I AM an early adopter here. Unlike some of you over there. XD Haha, just playing. >> I love you people. *squeezes Blurty friends in a big hug XP*

Anyway...I want some more icons. o.O But I'm not sure which ones I want to kick off. Haha, I feel like the host of Survivor or something. >> Okay, lame analogy. XD But I'm in a good mood. :) Even though I'm bleeding and cramping sorta. Haha. >>

I might just make a whole new set of icons so I can kick them ALL off. HAHAHAHAHAHA. >> Sorry. Weird moment. *cough* Anyway, I'm off to get something to drink and then I'll be doing that. XD Bye byyyyyeeee
[dream of me?]

08:17 PM.
Mood creative.
Music Psycho le Cemu - Ai no Uta.
I feel like writing poetry..angsty poetry, for that fact. o.O I'm not depressed or anything but I feel like expressing myself in that way somehow. I dunno. XD But I have no inspiration anyway. Boo. Happy poems are not for me. XD

Does anybody like my Blurty layout? Anybody at all? *bats eyelashes* I haven't been getting a lot of comments lately, but I don't expect them. XD I haven't been posting much either so it doesn't matter to me. X_X *runs off to post some now anyway*

I still need to make me some icons. Blehness. Lol. I'll get to it..one of these days. o.o
[8 fantasies \\ dream of me?]