12:46 AM.

Mood	bitchy.
Music	Yoko Kanno - Information High.

I Sometimes I'm glad I don't have a lot of close friends. Less drama for me to keep up with or get caught up in. ^^

I wish I weren't so goddamn shy though.

By the way, I have to go to the Health Department tomorrow afternoon to get...examined. *cough cough* I'm not looking forward to that. And I have to wake up early again tomorrow morning because somebody's gonna be setting up our new refridgerator...but maybe my mom will let me sleep through that. I hope so. I don't like being around strange men. Even if it is my own damn house. x_x; Oh well. >> *frown* I'm not looking forward to my physical examination...much no fun.

*sigh* Anyway...it seems everyone's having a better day than me. Or maybe I'm just depressed because it's dark again. Or maybe I'm just moody because I'm worried about tomorrow. Or maybe I'm just being a bitch because I am one. In any case I'm bitter. XD

I feel like ranting about men. I hate men. Men disgust me. Men are pigs and whores and fucking trash. Blah blah blah. I don't even care if I have a boyfriend. He's not a man, he's mine. :D

Actually no. Not all men are like that. I actually have some nice male friends who would be hurt if they read this. But about 75% of the men I've encountered in my life on the internet or otherwise suck. :\ So if you're a nice guy and get offended by this, sorry, these are just my feelings. XD

I think I'm kinda getting back into anime. Sorta. I'm already back into the music. Wallpapers and art are next. >> I never have any money to buy any though. And that sucks because I don't have any programs to download junk off of. Plus I don't want to waste my connection and time downloading episodes all day and night. >> So I'm kinda fighting it. I don't like Chobits though, even though I have never seen it. Billy likes it too much. It makes me green with envy. And it's too sickeningly cute. It makes me want to gag. Bleh. It's kinda like how chibi anime is. o.o I can stand certain chibi things though. I can somewhat stand Chobits too, but they both sicken me to death sometimes. >> Bleh. Sorry. Maybe I'm just an overly jealous girlfriend but anime is just too sickening to me sometimes. I don't know. :P Once again, not meaning to offend anybody, but that's the way I feel.

Yoko Kanno has a really pretty voice. I'm glad Alex made me download this song. >>

11:34 AM.

Mood	moody.
Music	Ayumi Hamasaki - Poker Face.

OMG I don't even FEEL like updating anymore. x_x; I don't even feel like commenting or replying to comments in my journal right now. >< I'm in a bad mood, my browser's being a dick and I have this funny sick feeling all over.

But anyway, I somehow overcame this Kazaa Lite paranoia about the RIAA and figured that they probably wouldn't care about any kind of music downloaded over Kazaa Lite or normal Kazaa as long as it wasn't American. I dunno. But I'm over being worried about it. I'm thinking about downloading some anime over it once school starts, so that it would download while I was at school or something.

I downloaded that Soul Seek thing for downloading music, but...I don't quite get it. >> So for now I'm going to download all of the music I can before Kazaa and Kazaa Lite go down the drain completely. X_X Oh well. Back to Gaia and KLite. I feel a little better.

12:04 PM.

Mood	pissed off.
Music	Asami Sanada - Welcome!.

Sometimes my mom aggravates me. She fusses about things that I've already done and acts like I can fucking go back and change them or makes me wish I could have fucking changed them, and she doesn't even stop to think that maybe I KNOW that some of the things that I've done and said were wrong, and then she talks about how things will be hard on HER if my family finds out about things that I did! -.- I'm sorry, but don't you think that's a little selfish? It's my life, and whatever bad decisions I make are my bad decisions, not hers. I fucking hate my family. Them and their fucking old-fashioned close-mindedness.

03:43 PM.

Mood	relieved.
Music	Pierrot - Enemy.

I just got back from the health department. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. ^_^

I've been downloading a lot of Nanase Aikawa and Pierrot lately. I downloaded a song by BoA earlier and a few by Chara, but other than that it's been mostly Nanase and Pierrot. I really like Pierrot. Their music is fun. I like Kirito's (please forgive me if I don't spell his name right o.o or if I'm thinking of another singer, I'm not very much into Pierrot) voice. It's very cute. I also like how their music sounds. :D They kinda remind me of Psycho le Cemu. ^^ Which reminds me, I need to download more songs by Psycho le Cemu. What are some other good Japanese songs/artists/bands I should download? ^^;

Anyway, I'm going to get off here and relax in the other room for a while. Bye bye.