...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Monday, August 11, 2003.


I'm dreaming with you, anywhere forever~ 09:43 AM.
Mood disgusted.
Music Megumi Hayashibara - Forever Dreamer.
My mom caught me online last night at like 2:36 AM because I was waiting for a Gaian contest to end, and bitched at me to go to sleep because I had to wake up at 9 AM today. -.-; That didn't make me happy.

And when I got online this morning I saw that somebody that I don't like added me to their list...I don't see that everyday, I wonder what he wanted to talk to me about. >> Anyway, I'm sure some of you can guess who it was, but the rest of you don't need to worry about it. Anyway, lalala I'm not talking to him~ At least I'm not really angry right now though. :\ I need to stop wasting my energy on being angry with people.

My stomach really hurts right now. I think it's because I'm starving. x_x; But I don't really feel hungry at all. I'm not too sleepy to do anything anymore. But I know that if I don't get some sleep I won't really be able to do anything because I'm tired and can't concentrate. I still need to read all those goddamn handouts I got at the health department. *grabs them and walks into the other room*

I miss my man. *doesn't know how hard it was to say "man" instead of "bitch"* Lol, just playing. XD I'll be nice for now. But I don't want to wake him up because it's so early and I'm gonna go to sleep in the other room in a little bit...

Anyway, I'm off. Night everyone.
[dream of me?]

11:42 PM.
Mood calm.
Music Dir en Grey - Mushi.
This evening I watched The Last Unicorn. I cried. o.o I've had that movie for years, I used to watch it all the time when I was little. But it never made me cry before. I guess it was because now the depth of the emotion of the movie hit me, and I started crying before anything sad even happened. X_X Part of it was just because I missed Billy. But damn I love that movie. XD Lol. It's funny how when I'm little and I watch these movies, I won't notice some of the adult-ness of parts in them, but when I get older and watch the same movies I'll be like o.o why didn't I notice this sooner? Like, I noticed that The Neverending Story had some nipples in it a while back o.o and tonight I noticed that The Last Unicorn had some too and it had some nudity (where like you don't see anything though lol) and some cursing (hell and damn only though) in it. Oh yeah, and The Last Unicorn is a book too *notes to self*. And it is going to be a live action movie next year in December. XD

I feel so dorky. Not only because of that, but also because this morning I wanted to listen to a CD that I'm very embarrassed to own. o.o If you really want to know...I'll tell you. It's the Pokemon first movie soundtrack. XD;;;; I've had it for years and years and years when I still liked it sorta and when I didn't really have any kind of "music" to listen to besides my Sailor Moon CD and video game soundtracks. >>; Sad, I know. But I really wanted to listen to it this morning for some reason, but I couldn't find it. Lmfao. Please don't laugh at me. ^^;;;; I have my odd music moments. >> Like that one time when I actually liked a few songs by Good Charlotte (not to mention the fact that I thought that it was cool that one of them wore makeup in this video I saw when my brother was watching MTV lmfao)...>> But no, I guess I figured out that that type of music is not for me. And then I went back to Dir en Grey. XD It's funny though, because I try to like a lot of music, and I like all different kinds of music, but sometimes it just doesn't work. XD I wish I could have found it though, I liked some of the music on it even if it IS stupid pop junk. >>

I wonder if the RIAA would track me down and get me in trouble for downloading music from The Last Unicorn (back in 1982 lmfao) or The Neverending Story (1984 I think o.o) off Kazaa Lite? Don't copyrights expire by then? I dunno, somebody told me that and I don't know if that's true or not. o.o Oh well. I'll live. >> I want another MP3 search program -.- stupid Kazaa and all of its cousins. Is WinMX safe? I also heard about some program called Soul Seeker from Billy, but I don't know where to get it. If anybody out there knows, please comment!~
[dream of me?]