...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Tuesday, July 29, 2003.


01:05 AM.
Mood restless.
I wonder why my Blurty address comes out to be eggim instead of meggi when I start typing it whenever I open a new browser window. Probably because whenever it starts actually opening a site instead of searching for it it goes back to the beginning of the address bar. Anyway that wasn't what I came here to say so I'll shut up about it.

At about 11:22 I got off the phone with Billy so I could go to sleep. But I couldn't fall asleep. At about 12:17 I started thinking. About memories. The past. Good memories, and bad memories. Ultimately it ended in contemplating the reason why some people are just so disgusting (not physically by the way). And then it occured to me that I was losing sleep thinking about something that I would probably forget in the morning and not care about and I was debating on whether or not to write it down in my Blurty. I decided not to because I knew it would sound like gibberish anyway because nobody understands me late at night except me (stupid people! they should know that if I'm awake I'm very smart at night! >>) but then I had to pee at 12:32. When I was done peeing I decided to look to see if Billy was online (guess what, he wasn't) and I closed AIM so I could write in here without being disturbed.

So here we are now....bored. And we need to get to sleep because we have an appointment at the health department tomorrow morning at 8 AM and we aren't going to be very happy because we have to get up very early so we can take a shower and get ready. And for some reason we're now contemplating on whether or not we're schizophrenic because we are talking to ourselves in first person plurrrrrrral.

Anyway. I'm over that. >> Now. Reading comments and replying to replies to comments that I posted. >> Lol. Aren't I weird? I'm also going to bed in a few minutes. Hopefully. As soon as this gets posted actually. >> It's being kind of bitchy right now and not posting. >> I almost typed that to be "nosting pot" instead of "not posting" lol. o.O I guess I am a little sleepy....maybe a little.
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

10:22 AM.
Mood chipper.
Music Jolin Tsai - Shuo Ai Ni.
Well, I'm back from the Health Department, but soon I'm going back to sleep. I just wanted to update to say what happened and why I went.

The reason I went there is because I wanted to get the birth control shot that they offer there, and they were going to do some paperwork and bloodwork so that I can get the shot...later.

Anyway, my mom got me up at 7:18 AM and I took a shower and got ready to go and then we went. First my mom filled out this form thing for me in the waiting room, some of the things that were on there were kind of amusing. >> I dunno why, I guess it was just because I was bored. XD And then we went to see one doctor and she talked to us and went over some of the stuff on the form and made me sign some papers. And thennnnnn she sent my mom back to the waiting room and sent me to the inner lobby. And then I waited for a while and looked at all these brochures (I can't spell that word >>) that were about pregnancy, STDs, and abstinance. What I thought was funny was this one about GUYS saying no to sex. >> That's funny.

When I was done waiting in the lobby, this other doctor wanted to see me and I went in and she weighed me and measured my height (I'm at 102.5 lbs. according to her scale, but she didn't tell me how tall I was :P) and then checked my blood pressure and pulse. Then she talked to me about my allergies and asked what year I took the Rubella shot and I didn't know so she told me what all we were going to do while I was there and then went over the shot stuff and how I'm going to have to go in there to get it. After we were through talking she gave me this checklist for me to check off about the stuff that she talked to me about and then write my signature and date at the bottom of it. I did that, and then she went to see if anyone was using the blood lab, and nobody was, so she took me in there. I sat down and had like a teaspoon of blood taken out of my arm. >> I got really really nervous about it before she did it (I'm terrified of needles and shots), but then I thought to myself, "do it for Billy!" o.O and I didn't really get the time to pull myself together but she put the needle in and it didn't hurt really at all, but when she was done I felt really faint because I didn't have anything to eat or drink before that appointment. I feel all right now though. :D

Anywayyyy that's about it. We went home and here I am now. Lalala. I'm going to go talk to Billy now. Bye bye.
[10 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

By the way, 10:23 AM.
Mood amused.
Music Jolin Tsai - Shuo Ai Ni.
Jolin Tsai reminds me of Mai Kuraki...only Chinese. >> Haha. XD

I think I'm going to get me something to eat. I'm hungry. And thennnn I'm going to find myself a mood theme, since I can't make my own on Blurty. I'm spoiled, I want my own mood icons. >>
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12:41 PM.
Mood anxious.
Music Naomi Tamura - Yuragu Koto Nai Ai.
I want that MyIE browser thingy that Billy has on his computer. Then I can have tabs and I won't have 30 different Internet Explorer windows open whenever I want to use it. XD

*runs off to download.com...*
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