...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Thursday, July 17, 2003.


03:07 PM.
Mood upset.
Music Ian Van Dahl - Castles in the Sky.
I feel kinda sad. Billy and I haven't really been getting along very well for the past few days or so. It's mainly been because I'm a stupid selfish spoiled bitch and I don't like to be wrong. We had a huge fight about my website yesterday because it wouldn't work on all browsers or resolutions or something and I got upset because I spent a lot of time yesterday and the day before to work on it and stuff and I just got all bitchy and pissy and stuff and bitched at him about it. x_x But he was being kinda mean about it...But I guess it was my fault for not listening anyway.

Anyway. He's sleeping right now. Because he's in a bad mood and apparently I can't do anything about it to make him feel better or anything so we're both better off if I leave him alone. ._.

I feel so bad because I put him through so much and don't even realize it until it's too late. *sigh* Sorry.

It's kind of ironic though, give me somebody who isn't nice to me and I'll be nice to them but give me somebody who treats me like a goddess and I'll treat them like shit. ._.

By the way, Lovelimess is updated and stuff. But I want to redo the whole thing now that I'm done with it. Bleh. ._.
[dream of me?]