...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Monday, June 09, 2003.


12:21 AM.
Mood scared.
Music Malice Mizer - Baroque.
Man. I'm too creeped out to go to bed. x_X Well, maybe I'm not. I dunno. I would call Billy, but his phone is probably off. x_x

So why am I creeped out? I was just reading some stuff on paranormal stuff and stumbled upon this page that had a ton of stories about Ouija board experiences and stuff, and I read how most of them weren't very good experiences. Now, I've only used a Ouija board once in my whole life and it was years and years ago with my cousin and brother and we weren't doing anything serious, but that's still kinda creepy, considering that automatic writing is similar to using a Ouija board and I've used automatic writing countless times. x_X I want to go back and finish reading the one I was on, but I don't want to because I want to be able to get to sleep tonight and I won't if I read too much. I'm glad that I've never messed with that stuff though. x_x What I really need to do is meditate and look up some safer ways of communicating with spirits.

I'm gonna talk to people and then go to bed. I need to calm down. :D
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

01:09 PM.
Mood cheerful.
Music Silent Hill 2 - Room 312.
Last night I talked to a few friends before I finally decided to call it a night and went upstairs. I turned on the TV to Cartoon Network to sorta calm my nerves, and that fucking Adult Swim thing was on. >> That, my friends, is the gayest thing I have ever seen (in a bad way). Trigun was on, and it wasn't awful, but I really despised the graphics and I didn't know what the fuck was going on so I just made fun of it the whole time. >> Aren't I such a respectful little ex-anime fan? ^^

Anyway, I thought of something that I should mention. A few days ago I actually heard that little girl group that I always hear about from people online, the one called Tatu. I was at my cousin Curtis' house with Heather and Alex and I was gonna draw my picture of Alex and Curtis came out and showed me the CD and I was like aww they're hot lol and Alex started listening to it and Heather got it from my CD player and put it in hers with speakers on and it was pretty. They sounded familiar to me but I never heard them before. I think that's awesome that they're Russian and stuff because I'm just a natural lover of foreign music. ^^ No matter how much I try, I cannot like plain American music as much as I like any other kind of music from another country. :D

Anyway, I'm going to go goof off in the Sims right now o.O because I'm pretty bored and I don't feel like doing anything constructive with my time right now.
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

05:27 PM.
Mood cheerful.
Music China Dolls - Wen zi ai qing jing xing qu.
This song is fuuun. ^-^

I updated my site. Go there, now! ^^ I need to update my DeviantART thingy too, but right now I need a shower.

When the hell am I going to have the time to just goof off on the Sims? Not anytime soon, apparently. I need a showerrrrrr. Bye!! ^^
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]