...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Friday, June 06, 2003.


10:52 AM.
Mood cheerful.
Music Shin Tenchi Muyo! - Yamerarenai, Yamerarenai.
And I am left with one question.

How the fuck did I ever get sick of anime music? XD

I mean, some of it is crap after you get sick of it, but this song is so WONDERFUL. XD It's so fun!~

By the way, I'm getting into downloading Silent Hill music now. XD I tried downloading some of John Cage's music but WinMX didn't come up with much, I'll try again later. He was the "classical" musician I had to research for choir class but since the music on this computer never worked I couldn't really find anything that I could be positive was his music, and when my teacher played one of his songs I loved it. XD It's really experimental and interesting, which is why I put "classical" in quotations, because I refuse to call his music classical. It sounds exactly like something that would come out of Silent Hill, and it's kinda similar to Sea of Retards by Dir en Grey just without the...retard sounds. ^^ It was really random and kinda creepy but I loved it. Unfortunately I couldn't find it on WinMX. But hey, while I'm taking over my brother's Kazaa Lite looking for Masami Okui and Silent Hill songs, I might as well search for John Cage on there too.

I need to get more Youjeen music too. ^^
[6 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

12:49 PM.
Mood nauseated.
Music Dir en Grey - Zomboid.
quizzie )
[dream of me?]

05:51 PM.
Mood creative.
Music Dir en Grey - Zomboid.
Well, I'm not feeling very smart at the moment. x_X I forgot my pillow and blanket at Alex's house Thursday morning when I came home from spending the night with him and Heather. Yesterday he dropped my blanket off at my house, but when my mom went to get my pillow he found the wrong one. X_X I'm not feeling too happy about it, but it's my fault that I forgot it. X_X This isn't good. I need to ask him about it tomorrow when I call him. But I really want it back. And on the 10th he's going to be gone for a week, and I don't think I can last that long without my pillow. >>

In better news, I'm working on a new layout. It's not exactly what I wanted to do originally, but you'll see when I'm done with it. XD

Billy's okay!! Yay!

I need to work on my communities. x_X
[dream of me?]

07:24 PM.
Mood amused.
Music Yuki Hsu - Ding Dong.
Well, the layout's finished. And I added a counter...o.O Look how pathetic it is. XD If my journal doesn't get any hits, I'll just delete it. I don't really care lol. Isn't my layout cute though? XDDDDD~
[9 fantasies \\ dream of me?]

09:49 PM.
Mood sad.
Music Ayumi Hamasaki - Who.
I'm kinda depressed.

I feel like I can't talk to my mom about anything...because, I can't. ._. She doesn't understand me and I know that if I even just tried to tell her what I honestly thought about anything she would think I was crazy, ask me how I knew about it, and ground me. -.- Period. It's very sad, really...

Well, if you still don't get what I'm talking about, I'll have to go a bit deeper and more detailed into my explanations...

deeper... )

I'm getting off this thing...bye. ._.
[2 fantasies \\ dream of me?]