...Cherry-Tinted Fantasy



Thursday, June 05, 2003.


Headache x_x 10:50 AM.
Mood thirsty.
Music Ayumi Hamasaki - To Be.
Well, what can I say? School's out, thank Kami and hide. ^^ And I would have had an 83% C on that test I took yesterday in Chemistry, but I did this huge extra credit thing he put at the end and now I have a 103% on it. :D I always did love my Chemistry teacher the best! Tee-hee. ^^ But it was kinda depressing because my choir teacher lost her job and now she's going to teach in an elementary school in Eden, North Carolina I think. I nearly started crying in that class yesterday. But I held back. I need to be strong, and it's not like I have a right to cry over it since I won't even be taking choir next year anyway. But this is another reason to want to sing for graduation, because it will be the last time I ever see her. I'm going to give her that one bag my mom gave me (it was hers but she gave it to me), because she liked my other one because it's the kind of stuff people would carry in China and she's been to China before. ^^

Anyway...Alex's house was fun. ^^ For the most part we just hung out and talked but we also did some magic but it didn't work out too well, oh well. :P Maybe my curiosity has cursed me. Heather and I tried to watch X before we went to bed but we fell asleep before it was over, I think it was at the part where Hinoto was showing Kamui what would happen to the earth if he didn't save it lol. I remember it was that one part that was really funny in the dub where he was like, "I won't take responsibility!" But then I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep because I was like cramped at the edge of the bed and the space between the wall and the bed wasn't wide enough for me to fall through but it was wide enough for me to be paranoid that I would fall through it and I kept hearing shit and now I'm awake with this huge headache because I couldn't sleep. I slept a tiny bit, but it didn't seem like much. Alex stayed up though, but I don't know why. :P If I weren't on the inside of the bed (Heather was sleeping with me), I would've gotten out and found him. This morning he said that he was online and then he went to listen to music and stuff and I asked him if he talked to Billy and he was like yeah a little bit or something.

I'm eating goldfish crackers. :D I shouldn't be though, I'm not allowed to eat or drink downstairs at the computer because that's what screwed up the keyboard. It's not like goldfish are messy or anything though. I'm really thirsty. But I'm too lazy to get up and get something to drink.

Man! I left my pillow and my blanket at Alex's house. x_X Because I thought I'd need the blanket but I didn't really and Alex used it and I used my pillow and the thought never crossed my mind when I was getting ready to leave. Lol. Oh well. :P I'll have to go over there sometime and get them. ^^; Maybe I'll call Alex and then ask my mom when it comes closer to the end of the day so that she can maybe pick them up on her way home because Alex's house is on the way home anyway.

It's hard to believe that school is out for the summer. It's even harder to believe that Billy will be here in 15 days. Anyway, I'm going to go get something to drink. ^_^ Oh yeah, I'll work on claimavocalist later. ^^; And I need to make some new icons, too. ^^ I haven't made any fucking icons in FOREVER. x_X
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04:07 PM.
Mood busy.
Music hide - Hurry Go Round.
Meggy has been downloading music today. ^^ But one thing that Meggy really needs to do is give this damn thing a new layout and make new icons, even though she has absolutely no inspiration at the moment. XD I'm thinking maybe Miyavi or something simple for once. I never do anything simple with these goddamned layouts. XD

I wanna play the Sims. o.O I'm such a geek. XD

I really like Masami Okui. She's got a beautiful voice, but the only thing I don't know about it is that it isn't very expressive in my opinion. I dunno. Okay, so it sorta is. I dunno. x_x I want that damn Onpu no Tegami song by Miyavi again. One thing that I really liked about it was that he was sorta whispering in despair throughout most of the song, but it didn't sound whiny or anything. XD hide's music makes me feel sad. But I love him anyway. And thus concludes my music paragraph for this entry. >>
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