I'm extremely sorry to all of you (especially Billy) for not being around much lately. Yesterday my friend Alex made a guest appearance when I was goofing off at home and my cousin Daniel and my other cousin's girlfriend Heather kidnapped him and walked to our house to get me out. So pretty much all the time lately I've been hanging out with them and I come home with the tangible memory of cigarette smoke stuck in my nose and hurting my head and eyes and I'm exhausted. (no, I wasn't smoking) I still haven't even done my homework or taken a shower. I left a message on Billy's cell phone but I wish I could have talked to him and apologized for not being home today. :( I feel pretty bad for hanging out with my friends so much especially because Billy worries about me and stuff, but it frustrates me that he actually thinks that Alex likes me. Alex is GAY. And he has a boyfriend. And he's my BROTHER! >> Anyway, there goes my bitch of the day. I guess it should be okay because Billy hangs out with his friends too, though. Right? I dunno, I feel bad about it. ._.
I'm gonna do my homework and take a shower when my brother gets out. I need one badly. x_x; I have such a bad headache. :( And I feel really really sad now. Sorry, once again. |
