11:19 AM.

Mood	accomplished.
Music	Schellen - Mousou Tenshi.

Wow. My throat is KILLING me. >> And if I swallow, my stomach feels icky. ><

Lmfao. Yesterday I was in a Silent Hill 2 mood, so I drew one of the faceless nurses from it, named it Nurse Lisa (not after hide, but after the nurse in the first game [oooh, I wanna draw her too!]) and posted it in silenthill and also on my deviantART page. And then I decided that that wasn't enough, so I made this icon. ^^ As Ashy described it, it's "skary but cute" :D but Billy thinks it's just scary lol XD but that's okay. I'm so disturbing that I like to use scary faceless nurses as icons. ^-^ I would've made a mannequin monster as an icon too, but I didn't have any good pictures of one in my SH2 strategy guide to scan in. XP Well, I did have some pictures in there, but they wouldn't have looked very good as an icon. :P

Oh yeah, there are some other recently-completed pictures in that cut too, not just my nurse. :D Including my oil pastel drawings of Emiru and Shinya that I finished a few days ago. ^^;

( click here for three pictures! )

Yesterday Billy got a cell phone. We talked for HOURS because he has free long distance and unlimited weekend minutes. :D That's so cool. XD I wish I had a cell phone sometimes, but I can live without one. :P

I'm gonna go fix some hot chocolate, maybe my throat will feel better if I burn it with chocolate. :D Tee-hee. Bye!!

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05:50 PM.

Mood	very extremely sick :(.

I'm feeling really awful right now. >< I hate being sick. :( I wish Billy were here right now. ._.; And what's worse is that I have a choir concert Tuesday. ;__________; I won't be able to sing! This blows. -.-

08:30 PM.

Mood	sad.
Music	Miyavi - Pop is Dead.

Well, I threw up a little just a few minutes ago. ._. And my mom doesn't think I'm going to school tomorrow. Goddamnit! I have a fucking Chemistry test tomorrow!! I HAVE to go to school tomorrow because I really don't want to take a makeup test :( because the teacher says that usually when he makes makeup tests they're discussion. And I haven't studied at all this weekend. ><

I'm sad. I feel so lonely today. x_x; I dunno, I think it's just getting to be that time of the month that always makes me depressed and stuff and around these times I ALWAYS get so lonely and feel like everyone's avoiding me or putting stuff before me or something. It's all in my head, I know, I just have to deal with it. ._.; Oh well. I'll be fine.

*prays that by some miracle she'll wake up with no more sore throat or sickness*

Billy, if you wake up and read this, pretty pretty PLEASE call me, and if my mom says I'm sleeping or I can't talk, tell her that I really want to talk to you and that I wouldn't mind. :P